Friday, December 28, 2012

Sweet Kalamansi: STAR-CROSSED LOVERS

Sweet Kalamansi: STAR-CROSSED LOVERS: What do these couples have in common? ❤ Romeo and Juliet ❤ Anthony and Cleopatra ❤ Samson and Delilah of the Bible ❤ Tristan and Isolde...

STAR-CROSSED LOVERS

What do these couples have in common?

Romeo and Juliet
Anthony and Cleopatra
Samson and Delilah of the Bible
Tristan and Isolde (Iseult)
Paris of Troy and Helen of Sparta from The Iliad.
Oedipus and Jocasta of Oedipus
Hero and Leander - Greek Mythology
Lancelot and Guinevere of the Round Table
Zero and Iris of Megaman X4




They are all, Star-crossed lovers whose relationships ended, tragically..


❤ So, I guess I can include YOU and ME to the list.


"To me the term simply means, a tragic end to a love relationship. I don't believe in luck, fate, serendipity, or 
chance - I believe everything in life has a purpose, reason and meaning. I believe, two such people are not together because somewhere, at a higher spiritual level, they chose not to be together even though at the human conscious level, they tried to make it work. But the primary or root belief always exists at the spiritual level and it is what wins out in the end despite all the wishful thinking we might have, despite all of our desire for an alternate outcome - what the soul wants, the soul gets. That is where free will is at, that is where the choice is made, that is what will transpire. The rest of the story is just drama, unfolding petals of a flower we call tragedy. The soul does not know tragedy, it only knows that it experiences the results of its choices, without feelings, without remorse or regret. And as far as stars is concerned, is that anything like getting head on the head and seeing stars? When you think about things this way, you begin to feel more like a puppet than anything else...and just because you cannot see what is clearly going to happen, does not mean it will not, despite everything you do to the contrary" - JIM of Yahoo answers







                                                           "You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, Boy
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world



Thursday, October 11, 2012

LOVE, PERPETUAL.


What makes you feel secure? 
What makes you sleep through the night?
It's when you know whatever happens
Somebody is there for you..

Loving you, caring, praying, constantly.




Inconsistency brings out insecurities.
it makes you wonder, have doubts..
Your world teetering, wobbling, here & there.
It creates paranoia, suspicion & negativity.

"Constant" gives life a Rhythm...
Just like the Sun rises every morning..
Though it may get covered by clouds,
you know it's there above you.
Just like the wave touches the sand to and fro..
Constantly, non-stop...religiously.



Just like God's love!

He loves us without ceasing, day in--day out.
Just like the Love of mother to her child
Just like how fathers protect his family..
Non-STOP, never ending.





LOVE, should be like that.
it must be secure, unfailing & CONSTANT!


Note: Mother and child Painting is a gift from my sister Precious.


/sweetkalamansi101112




Monday, January 2, 2012

Why Does LOVE gotta hurt?

I once asked God...No, begged God for me to feel what love really is..
I was in a relationship that was DEAD and I felt nothing..I was a zombie..
wondering if Love really do exist? I used to believe everything I read.
That love is wonderful, it makes your life colorful...makes you feel the natural highs..
Just one glance, just one touch, just one smile and your world is complete.
I cried myself to sleep wishing for these to happen even just once before I die.
I was so lonely inside a relationship because all I have is a piece of paper and nothing more.

Then I met you..you fascinate me...I looked at my ideal list but you failed it..
But there was this feeling I can't explain...it's as if my universe was aligning around yours.
I feel giddy and excited just seeing your messages...all my senses are awakening...
I have feelings that were foreign to me...I was confused, I like them yet I hated them.
I am losing control...losing common sense...losing what I know that are best for me.
I fought the feeling...fought it hard...you see...you were not ideal for me. You are too cocky.
Too secretive...too shady..too hard...you are borderline heartless sometimes....yet...
Once in a while I will see a side of you that is sweet and thoughtful and love of family.
Those were the stuff that finally got me into thinking that maybe...just maybe you are more than
what you make me believe.

That first kiss....it was raining....it felt like I was melting..I never thought my heart was on ice
and it's thawing...it was painful and it felt good at the same time...my heart filled with this feeling that I thought was impossible, yet....it's there! the extra beat...I started analyzing myself and was denying it still..was it just chemistry? I was not attracted to you physically then but we had a good mental rapport.
It was from our first fight that I found out I was "in-love" I've been hurt in the past but it was not like that..I never felt that gut-wrenching pain so excruciating I was bawling my eyes out for the just the thought of not seeing you ever again...I fell madly, deeply kick-in-the ass in-love with you...

Loving you is like riding a roller coaster, ups and down, twist and turn...sometimes I felt like giving up.
I tried so many times to get away from you but it's like trying not to breathe...eventually I will give-in once more and take a good dose of oxygen. You are my drug, you are my poison, you kill me then you will kiss me to life again...and again...and again..

Is it worth it? all these pains and tears versus some days of love and laughter?
Is it worth getting to know what love really is?
Yes and NO...Though I am glad that I had the opportunity to "feel"....
I can't be on the roller coaster all my life..eventually the ride will end
and I will step on SOLID ground once more where I know myself better and live life as I know it.
I thank you though for the greatest ride of my life...it was exhilarating while it lasted.
I love you still and I think I will love you forever but I am done, baby.

I never thought Tragedy spells with: U..N..ME!

GRAVITY:

Lyrics:
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long