Kiss The Rain

I do not own the song, no infringement intended. I am just a fan of Yiruma and this song is the language of my heart. - Rain@SweetKalamansi

YIRUMA

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/yiruma-kiss-the-rain-lyrics.html ]
VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain

My Black Mustang

Some horses are not meant to be broken,

Some horses are not meant to be ridden.

Some of them were born to be running wild and free,

Tie them up, stable them up they will just bolt and flee.

As much as I wanted you beautiful black Horse,

I have to go and change my course.

I will just admire you from a distance.

Hope from time to time you'd spare me a glance.

I tried my best to stand by your side,

To let me mount you and have a long ride.

But you never let go, you never trusted anyone,

I thought you've chosen me and I am that one.

What made you heart so cold?

What made you feel so old?

Run free then my proud black Mustang,

Life has been lived, Songs had been sung.

Time for you to leave, you can go now...

As for me, I still have to learn how...

To let go of my beautiful love,

I have chosen my wonderful God above.

/pamelarain 031413

Lyrics:


Childhood living is easy to do 
The things you wanted I bought them for you 
Graceless lady you know who I am 
You know I can't let you slide through my hands 
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away 
Wild wild horses couldn't drag me away 

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain 
Now you decided to show me the same 
No sweeping exits or off stage lines 
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind 
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away 
Wild wild horses couldn't drag me away 

I know I've dreamed you a sin and a lie 
I have my freedom but I don't have much time 
Faith has been broken tears must be cried 
Let's do some living after we die 
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away 
Wild wild horses we'll ride them someday 
Wild horses, couldn't drag me away 
Wild wild horses we'll ride them someday

The Promise

WORDS IN SILENCE

"Can you hear me now?......good!"


I am screaming inside, yet there was silence..
I want to break down and cry but there was no more tears.
You've finally broken my spirit, yet I am standing straight and tall.

I tried putting into words what my heart feels and I failed.

So in silence, I am letting you know the pain your words have caused.

Eventually you will hear my silence.
Eventually you will understand the unsaid words.
Eventually you will get to see the point you had easily dismissed.
Eventually you will say: "I am sorry...."

By then it will already be too late..

My soul already have shifted.

Today, I am giving my heart to the Lord for safekeeping.

If one day, you will look for me, seek God first.

The vow of silence starts now..........................................

Susan Boyle - Enjoy The Silence Lyrics

Artist: Susan Boyle

Album: Someone To Watch Over Me

Genre: Pop

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world

Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh, my little one

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial

Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

GPS - God's Positioning System...RECALCULATING

I accidentally found this blog on my draft folder, I was surprised that I haven't published it yet until now. Maybe because it's too poignant, this was when my Dad died 10 months after Mom and my daughter went back home to attend the funeral and I was left alone drowning in my sorrows.

Here it is, sharing it to the world...it's part of who I am now and what I have become.

Going Down the drain

Have you heard about the saying "You are in the midst of a crowd yet you feel alone"?

Lately I've been experiencing that, as if I am getting nowhere, lost and abandoned.

The more I tried getting to that position where everything is going great..

The time before Mother fate have given birth to the twin tragedy that made my life upside down

and rock my world to the core..back to the time, I haven't had a taste of Death that close.

I lost my rock, the woman, my mother who can weather all the storms and strong gusts of winds

The one who worked 24/7 to make ends meet. The father I held dear to my heart my security, my love.

I've lost the energy, the motivation...

I even tried drowning all these by entering another relationship that only made it worst.

I expected too much and gave to much too soon...thinking it will drown all my sorrows.

But I was wrong....wrong....wrong...wrong!!

God is taking all my lifeline...He's putting me in a place of solitude..so I can be still and know that he is God.

To finally listen to him and listen well...He's not talking yet..because maybe I am not ready yet..

But I am starting to get the point.

GPS, still reads....RECALCULATING.

Sweet Kalamansi: STAR-CROSSED LOVERS

Sweet Kalamansi: STAR-CROSSED LOVERS: What do these couples have in common? ❤ Romeo and Juliet ❤ Anthony and Cleopatra ❤ Samson and Delilah of the Bible ❤ Tristan and Isolde...

STAR-CROSSED LOVERS

What do these couples have in common?

❤Romeo and Juliet
❤Anthony and Cleopatra
❤Samson and Delilah of the Bible
❤Tristan and Isolde (Iseult)
❤Paris of Troy and Helen of Sparta from The Iliad.
❤Oedipus and Jocasta of Oedipus
❤Hero and Leander - Greek Mythology
❤Lancelot and Guinevere of the Round Table
❤Zero and Iris of Megaman X4




They are all, Star-crossed lovers whose relationships ended, tragically..


❤ So, I guess I can include YOU and ME to the list.


"To me the term simply means, a tragic end to a love relationship. I don't believe in luck, fate, serendipity, or 
chance - I believe everything in life has a purpose, reason and meaning. I believe, two such people are not together because somewhere, at a higher spiritual level, they chose not to be together even though at the human conscious level, they tried to make it work. But the primary or root belief always exists at the spiritual level and it is what wins out in the end despite all the wishful thinking we might have, despite all of our desire for an alternate outcome - what the soul wants, the soul gets. That is where free will is at, that is where the choice is made, that is what will transpire. The rest of the story is just drama, unfolding petals of a flower we call tragedy. The soul does not know tragedy, it only knows that it experiences the results of its choices, without feelings, without remorse or regret. And as far as stars is concerned, is that anything like getting head on the head and seeing stars? When you think about things this way, you begin to feel more like a puppet than anything else...and just because you cannot see what is clearly going to happen, does not mean it will not, despite everything you do to the contrary" - JIM of Yahoo answers

                                                           "You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, Boy
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world